Awful fun

I started burning bridges
It's awful fun
I started really living
So I wouldn't kill someone

I started leaving parties
With little warning
I started drinking fifths
Instead of forties

You're following my eyes
My averted eyes
Who's on my side?
Well, who's on your side?

It's just lately
I can't keep track
So I'll make everyone hurt
Like no one deserves
And they won't want me back

It's just lately
I lost count
Two thousand and ten
Injuries are my friends
An open account
And I'm closing it down

I started burning bridges
Now what have I done?
My dreams are nightly prisons
Feel like I killed someone

This is where I admit
I'm wrong and really sorry, huh?
No, this is where I buy a fifth
Go to a party

You're following my eyes
My averted eyes
Who's on my side?
Well, who's on your side?

It's just lately
I can't keep track
So I'll make everyone hurt
Like no one deserves
And they won't want me back

It's just lately
I lost count
Two thousand and ten injuries
Are my friends an open account?
And I'm closing them down