In quest

In Quest
the night is still, the stars arise
the river is flowing smooth
lights disappear, alone i sit
in the shadow of the moon
oh, i'm asking you god:
"why am i still suffering?"
i should stare in your eyes
to see the real world
to see everything that's grey
or in the shadow in its colors
to see the blue sky, the depths of the sea
the invisible peak of the mountain
so as it is
to see the world's beauty
what i cannot see
nor me, nor he
nor another one
to discover the mystery
to heal the disease
which kills the soul
which destroys my mind
which sets off fire
which kills our future

please don't forget me
in the middle of this rotten world
take me at you if you trust me
or if you haven't
leave me here