Walls of shit

I can't shed a tear no more.
It just makes me fucking mad.
I can't live my life anymore living in the past.
It seems I've carried this fucked up crutch impaled up my ass!

I've got to get my shit together and get it together fast!
All these dreams and all these feelings.
I can't scream.
It's killing me!

I used to look at everything being constantly reminded
All the shit inside my head just kept me fucking
Blinded to all the things that are there for me
On the other side of the hall.
Now it's time
I smash this fucker or die inside these walls!