Five dollar song

Everyday i wake up in this place
I wonder if i'll ever live
So i light a smoke
And sit alone
This is the shit that is my life

Wanting the dream - feelin' the dream
Tryin' harder everyday
But you're pushing me down-holding me down
I don't want it anyway

I try to stand up for my pride
But people always shoot me down
I just say fuck it all i'll let it ride
You'll never understand just why