Doing the same thing and expecting different results

Memories
Mescaline helps repeat the past
Always the selfish role I would be typecast

Passive aggressive
Passion aggressor
That’s the cross I’m on, that’s the cross I’m on

The different faces that I’ve maintained in the 8 years prior
All change, adapting
All of the faces that I’ve faced when coming clean
Smolder in my dreams, guilty memories

Was it a thrill for me?
No one deserves it
Two personalities
Flashes of eras tainted for two

Insanity
Swapping out one for another
Finding different ways to draw a picture
That comes out the same

Passive aggressor
Passion aggressive

The different faces that I’ve maintained in the 8 years prior
All change, adapting
All of the faces I’ve manipulated still torture me
Guilty memories

Did the sign on my bed frame
Prepare you for the mental break in?
All the faces of deceit, guilty in between coming clean
(Memory mescaline)
That's the cross I'm on
(Memory mescaline)
That's the cross I'm on
(Memory mescaline)

Flash of eras tainted
Nobody deserves it
Maybe I was a disease...

They were so sweet, every heart I've disconnected with
Even though we've made amends, I dwell on it
Moments stuck in time I still regret

If I had missed the windows on the days we were to first meet
Would it save you all from me and the pain I'd cause?
Maybe I don't want to know

And every time you'd know to leave
I would beg you to believe in me
“Is this really how it ends? Are we over with?"
I wish you had right then told me yes
For what it's worth I’ll never forget