Fingers like a gun

This is what I've become
A shadow of the man I used to be
A figure standing silently

I fell into the darkness, it swallowed me
This hell, I can't escape from

I'm afraid of losing, control of myself and what I stand for
I'm afraid of losing, it's all too much for me right now

With fingers like a gun
I cast the blame on everyone but me
The ghost of my integrity
It's always haunting me
It won't stop haunting me

I fell into the darkness, it swallowed me
This hell, I can't escape from

I'm afraid of losing, control of myself and what I stand for
I'm afraid of losing, it's all too much for me right now