Write myself off

I'm about to screw this up so well
Take a firm grip on my life then drag it straight to hell
Looking back through that drink I couldn't say
I'll still be feeling this for 700 days

I thought I wanted
What was at the bottom
But what was at the bottom
The bottom of the bottle.

I'm gone
Gun drawn
I'd write myself off if I could find something to write on
She's gone
What have I done
She left me in the middle of the night with the lights on.

Monday morning brought the news
They took my bullets took my laces from my shoes
Nobody's ever looked at me the same (at me the same)
Oh I'm not the same
My story's growing every time you hear my name.

Why would I want this
Cause I never wanted this for us

I'm gone
Gun drawn
I'd write myself off if I could find something to write on
How long
Can I hold on
Spinnin through the middle of the night til the light dawns
I'm wrong
So Long
I can't find anyone or anything to put the blame on
She's gone
What have I done
She left me in the middle of the night with the lights on

When I was making this bed
I soaked the sheets with regret
Then set them ablaze
Now I'll spend my days
Lying in it

I'm gone
Gun drawn
I'd write myself off if I could find something to write on
How long
Can I hold on
Spinnin through the middle of the night til the light dawns
I'm wrong
So Long
I can't find anyone or anything to put the blame on
She's gone
Look what I've done
I'm spinning throughout the middle of the night
I'm watching while she's driving out of sight
She left me in the middle of the night with the lights on

What was at the bottom
The bottom of that bottle