It isn't easy to live that well

The joke is up
Behind it's veil
It isn't easy to live that well
Anymore
I cover it up
I keep it there
Just long enough
Just long enough

To tell myself the truth
But is there any use?
To tell myself the truth
But is there any use?

Anymore
I cover it up
I keep it there
Just long enough
Just long enough

I don't have a reason to lie
I don't have a reason to lie
I don't have a reason to lie!
I don't have a reason to lie!
To lie
To lie
To lie!
To lie!