Father me

I've done my share
Burdens i bear
Cause I'm still looked upon,as if I'm still the one doing wrong
And this is my recovery

My shadows,follow me
Cause they will never see the
Pain and faking
Always making
Time to father me

I've dug my hole
No self control
Cause I'm still looked down upon,as if I'm still the one doing wrong
And this is my recovery

How could I become this
How could I get through this
Lost betrayed and broken.