Owned by my own desolation

I don't know for how much longer I can hold on
Coz I'm at 80 percent of the download
Maybe more
It just can't be ignored
Because of this waiting
I'm playing this song now

Now
Already too late
Like a statue i stood still

I've waited for a savior
Who never showed up to rescue me
Why did I wait? What did I wait for?
For god's sake, why did I wait?
My chance was gone, a long time ago
I trusted, expected and waited for someone
Who deep inside I knew wouldn't show up
I expected a change that never came
For years and years they were all the same

Now
Already too late
Like a statue i stood still

The first chance that they all had
Was fair enough to quit it all
Their fears consumed them, one by one
I should've know I'd be alone
And as I did nothing to help me
Always hoping for salvation
Now I'm here, singing alone
Owned by my own desolation

The more I try to forget it all
The more the pain reminds me that
Those who wait will wait forever
You can't take back wasted time

Now
Already too late
Like a statue i stood still