The point of no return

Caught in this shit again
With no more explanations left
Fought hard but, so it seems,
Can't turn back anymore
I'm drowning in my tears
I did not learn to swim in time
Fought hard but, as it stays,
Can't take this anymore

Slide into
No friction underneath

All this which made me strong
Has brought me in deception
Beat up, down on my knees
Into despair
Rise up, back on my feet
I wasn't born to stay behind
Defy my symphony
My destiny unfolds

Fall into
No footsteps underneath
No, I meant to choose another way

I fail
I cannot stop
I cannot run
I cannot hide
I cannot fight to make a change
This course of action takes me to
The point of no return

Let down and so alone
I wish to wake up from this dream
A nightmare, decoy, I falter...
A wash inside my brain
Makes me encounter I in two
Merge me back in one
Result in loss of sanity

Insane!

Caught in this shit again
With no more life-line in the reel
Fought back but, so it seems,
My symphony grows old

Born into
No past beyond my name
No, I meant to choose another aim

I fail
I cannot stop
I cannot run
I cannot hide
I cannot fight to make a change
This course of action takes me to
The point of no return