Nervous breakdown

Things are atarting to make sense
As I lay strapped to this bed
My life has been so intense
Breakdown collapse you name It
I've got to a point I couldnt stand
Now I'm so afraid
Will someone lend me a hand?
What happened to me?
I've been a fool
Living life the fast way
Did me no good
From now on I'll take care
I'm no machine
My nerves are not made of steel
I'm bones and fresh
The strain of a hi tech life
Took It's tool over me
My workaholic nature
Did nothing but enslave me
I was addicted to the madness
Did'nt think of slowing down
Nitro used to run in my veins
Now I cant even wipe my own ass
It all seems clear by now
I have to live a better life
Change is just one thought away
I'll face this day as brand new start
Change is just one thought away