Sunday rain

My scar collection is proof that I've been through hell and lived to tell about it
So let the misery pour down on me like fucking rain

The day I realized where every ecstasy lies was the day my suicide plot slowly dissolved
What's the point in ending an existence before its time
My influence will live on after I die

Save your tears for a day when you can lend a river to free them
Save your tears for a better day to drown your fucking sorrows

I've spent countless nights with nothing more than the thought of suicide
There is a battle within that I'm not sure is worth winning

Even if hell is imminent, every thought is a plague
To everyone I love, just know
I've always wanted so much more

I used to love the rain until it fell everyday
I used to love the rain until it flooded everything

Save your tears for a day when you can lend a river to free them
Save your tears for a better day to drown your fucking sorrows

Bless this mess

Everything I say revolves around this fucking pain
I can't decide whether it's worth the fucking time, to even speak
Everything I say revolves around this pain, I can't decide...is it worth the time to speak

One day I realized where every ecstasy lies