Still the same

Bleeding hearts painted in my dreams
Death is there for the one who believes
Ashes to crows, flesh to the worms
The end is about to change my destiny

Many mistakes buried in my memory
A whole life has been a complete insanity
Doubtful questions with useless answers
Am I gonna breath and change all of my sins?

I'm trying …
To find my way
Trying to find and it's worse to say
Trying to open my own gates
While things still remain the same

Walking in circles, searching for rays of Sun
I'll reach nowhere but all of my fate
Where is that man to draw me a line
And show me the gates of wisdom, hope, and faith?

Here I'm wandering through a black hole
Looking at my shadow cast on the Earth
Inside my head I hear "do not give it up!"
Starting again would turn my pride into dust