My favorite songs

I can't just keep waiting for it to stop raining
When the last sun of the summer sets and the gusts begin
I guess I'll keep smiling, because disillusionment is easy to hide
But the last cold night of the winter will end and the sun will rise
I wanna feel it on my skin and in my eyes

Everyone my eyes touch look like zombies
Wonder what they all think looking at me?
Every once in a while I think that I'm dead
And every kind word that you spoke was never said

And when the days start feeling too long
I make a list of my favorite songs
I sing to myself in the cold or in the heat
In my head, I never have to hit repeat