You can't miss what you forget

Wake me up
Drag me out of this nightmare
A glimpse of what I've become
I am the bringer of despair
Bury me in dirt
Somewhere the gods can't see
Tie the roots to my veins
This earth can't hold me

Wake me up
I've always been my worst nightmare
I hate what I've become
My every breath will ignite the air
And I'll watch you burn

I never meant for this
(I tried to fix the past
Clawing at the sutures
But I was ripped apart
Left for dead in the sewer
There's only one way out
Pray the end comes sooner)

Leave me
Leave me
Leave me
Leave me
Wake me up

Focus every breath
On destroying what hope left
Loneliness is my name
"You can't miss what you forget"
So just leave me
Here to rot