On behalf of the father

All time that I search the life
Already I lost all my hopes in the life
I still search the reason of my existence
Why am I here and I'm not in the other life?

I pray the God to take my life...
I know that I am condemned the perpetual torture
but I still do not understand what happens with me...
he will be that I will thus live forever

On behalf of the father I pray,
I'm not desire to go for the evil side

Will forever live in the shady torture
same asking for to ours Lord to save me
is condemned to this arrest and I cannot die
I must content and wait me the eternity to finish...