Trying to forget

Lie enough to try to convince me of your plans
All these people asking questions of why all the sudden distance.
And I can't find enough words to spit
Into your face to suffice all my dues.

Is it so hard to just take me as I am?
Why is it a contest of who shall take your hand?
I deserve to abandon this toxicness.
But you still intoxicate me hastily trying to forget.

I want to know what you think inside that head
Since the days you lost your relevance and traded it instead
For new friends and trends that you wanted so bad.
But you got what you were looking for, so now say that you're glad.

Is it so hard to just take me as I am?
Why is it a contest of who shall take your hand?
I deserve to abandon this toxicness.
But you still intoxicate me hastily
Trying to forget all the times running to confide in him

It doesn't make a difference because I know what I did.
Forget all the times running to confide in him.
It never made a difference because I know what I did
Forget all those times. It never made a difference