Pulling back the skin

No, I don't want you back, but I don't want you with him
No, I don't love you still, I hate him so though
Guess I'm off the hook if you're not my victim
Must be something else that's in my skin
I hate it. This doesn't feel like getting well
This doesn't feel like anything good

I'm pulling back the skin here. I'm taking out the pins here
I'm finding that you're still in here. I'm pulling back the skin
Begin pulling back the skin

I would like to see you only if to see you cry
I would like to kiss you, only to kiss you goodbye
At best I've bad intentions, and at worst I'd rather die
than see you with another guy
And in pulling back the skin, I appear to have come undone.
But I broke you first, I broke you worse
And I appear to be the jealous one
But I broke you first, am I broken worse?
And I remember everything, oh, yes
Tears in your eyes, wind in your hair
Cold in the water, warm in the flow of blood

I, I have this dream where I'm bleeding
We're in your car, I start to panic
Waves are crashing. Over head, stars are shining
You left me for dead. Down by the shore
I told you that I did not love you anymore
There're tears in your eyes. How I've tried to let you go
the words I said were lies, I did not know
Get in the car and drive. See if what's mine is mine
See if the dead can rise. I'm washed away