Shreded to pieces

It tastes so sweet, can you smell it ? -what is this i feel - roses
In bloom, april sun and red wine - what is this i feel - shredded
To pieces - i take some more from the peach of joy - it all happens
So fast - feels like i can walk on air - it all happens so fast - let the
Sun shine upon me, it's the essence of life - in ecstasy of never
Ending sin, i feel divined - it's like bathing in golden light - now i
Never sleep till dawn - the tv is like my sun- watching my favorite
Porn - spanking my monkey some more -am i this shit faced demon
Passed out on the floor - why did you had to leave me -filthy
Stinking whore - let the rain fall upon me - it's the essence of life -
In ecstasy from vodka, beer and gin, it feels divined - it's like
Bathing in a pile of shit - i taste a dead rat in my mouth - what is this
I feel - i throw up from vodka, beer and wine - it all happens so fast
Shredded...