Where the sidewalk ends

My eyes shut, and head faced down
Sick, hurt, turned upside down
Was this worth the waiting
In the past when I was living it,
But now I'm broken up
Screaming how I'm so sorry

Well just show me this once
Well just show me this once

And would you show me a sign
And I'll decide if you are real for me

A brave man seeks through dark alleys
Without glass, his spawn arrives
I swear that I am so sorry
Please just forgive me for taking lives

Is this real,
Cause I can see it, but I can't feel it
I can see it, but I can't feel it

Can't seem to explain the speed of my heartbeat
Can't help but smile, can't help but stay for a while
I am so lost without you
Why every time I run you're there
You end up right there behind me
We're not alone

It's not mine