Chains around my heart (again)

All of these things I try to do
all of my rage I aim at you
sometimes my eyes go wild and I feel like I'm lost in time
and sometimes I raise my head and look to the sky for consolation

for all the love I give, I get nothing
for all the love I show, you get colder

and I spend all of my time again with you
and I have chains around my heart again cause of you
you've taken all I've known with you for sure
looking down at you again in fear

I lose my mind, escape and try to run
It turns my heart into a ball of fire
feels like I'm getting a fit. nothing's moving, even if I run
don't look at my mirror, it's turning blacker by the hour