I call to thee, forbidden beast

I Call to Thee, Forbidden Beast
(Lyrics a poem by Matthew Nicholas O'Meara, in it's original form as follows...)

This inescapable, growing monstrostity
Grotesquely pleasing visions mine eyes behold
For, I feel this vivacious beast within me

A ruinous war wages within my soul
The reigning kingdom, seemingly weak
Yearns to leave an impact so cruel

Tiresome this foreshadowing quest shall be
Quelling such a ruinous presence
I fear, for, beast as catalyst, inhibitions shall flee

Soldiers, nay, sheep of the same flock
Such a generic, unkind existence they lead
Do they not, as if to protect, in front of me walk?

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I call to thee, forbidden beast
Grow, infect this path I lead unrelentlessly
Upon such hallowed ground, I long to feel you feast!