Dragged by emotions

All these mixed up feels, twist and turn me down.
So I decided to turn my back on, everything I might face
and what shall pass.

What should I do with me? What is the path I must take?
I don't know yet.
What is the best for me? What is the thing I should find?
I just don't know.

Why I feel this way? I don't want to cry.
Oh, I wish death for these moments I have. Everyone I know
should be wiped out.

I am dragged by my emotions. I cannot feel them like I should.
Life gives me so much to think about, I cannot handle all of this.

Misery, agony, loneliness, pain, stress, fear, anxious, ache,
hate, distress. Why won't they leave me be?!

I'm so confused again. Turbulence inside. When love changes to hate
and everything fades away.
Rage against humankind, all that we stand for. Can't get dreams of peace,
when everyone's torn apart.

Life keeps evolving and feelings are twirling around. How should I know?

Why must things change always? Why can't they last longer?
Why can't I get settled? Why should I even care?!