Fall apart

Give me a reason why I shouldn't put this bullet in my head
You say I shouldn't kill myself, I think I'm already dead
Give me a reason why I shouldn't pull this trigger on myself
God I want this to end, I think I'm going to hell
Jesus somebody told me that I needed you
And I'm finding that maybe what she said was true
(This will be the day I die) kill the lights and fall apart
(This will be the day I die) end this life before it starts
Why do I hate myself, I wish I could be someone else
Why do I cut myself, I let it bleed to escape the spell
Cause I'm just trying to be me, but am I ever gonna be good enough
For suicide I scream cause what the hell is love?
Jesus somebody told me that I needed you
And I'm finding that maybe what she said was true
(This will be the day I die) kill the lights and fall apart
(This will be the day I die) end this life before it starts
Today is the day that I die in my own hands
Pushed there by your hands
Today is the day that I die in my own hands
Pushed there by your hands
Let me die...
Kill the lights and fall apart
End this life before it starts
(This will be the day I die) kill the lights and fall apart
(This will be the day I die) end this life before it starts