Heavy lies the crown

You told me that it wasn't personal.
I traded everything for this and now it's gone.
Where is this coming from?
Once more you're recovering from all the things you've done.

I'm strong enough to breathe the air into my lungs.
I saw this coming, maybe this is right.

All I want is for you to remember me,
Not sure I've done enough.
In the end this is only a melody,
I guess that I will just try my best to sleep
And I'll wake up wondering...

If anyone knows what is wrong, with what I have become?

I'm strong enough to breathe the air into my lungs.
I saw this coming, maybe this is right.

(Feels like forever since we laid down.
I never imagined you to be the one to make feel like
I've been falling through
And maybe you just need some time,
Or maybe it's too late.
I realise that I was only pushing you away.)

I'm begging, I'm begging you.
I'm begging, I'm begging you.

If anyone knows what is wrong, with what I have become?