Losing sleep

I've been bending over backwards just to say this to your face.
I guess that I never got the chance to say
I never wanted to play those stupid games.
This is driving me insane.
All the thoughts inside my brain
go along with time we lost in this city of mine.

And I’ve been trying my best to scream these words you detest.
You were no different from the rest.

And I've been losing so much sleep. We've been dragging our feet.
Let's pretend this never happened, I'll pretend you don't exist.
So I can finally forget the taste that lingers on my lips.
And when I'm on the road and you're at home without your friends,
I hope you start to realize that you'll never see my face again.
You'll never lie straight to my face again.

I hope this tears you up inside. Hope these words control your life.
Cause you deserve nothing from me.