A little too late

I've thought too hard about how things should have been
And maybe a handshake was as close as we were
But that's no excuse, I let it go too far
And I realize now it was never there
And I'm not surprised in the least
So why that stare?
Do you feel the separation?...Just a little too late
I'm responsible for the decisions I've made
And if I put too much on you, I apologize
But you acted so, damn superior
How couldn't I believe you knew so much more
And now I feel so much less...towards you!
So why that stare?
Do you feel the separation?...Just a little too late
It's not my fault!
I put myself in front of you
But instead of gaining anything
You just stole what you couldn't get
And now you look to me for something...
you never showed!