I am your flesh

My eyes are closed
I feel alone
there is something
inside me
dripping and screaming

how can I feel love
when love was something
I never had?

talk to me-do you know
me, and who I am
I am your flesh,
remember me

tell me who I am,
and I will tell you
what is behind that
door there is a child
who is waiting for you
No one to touch
no one to hold
I am alone, fighting
against this disease
I lost my eyes
I lost my head
I lost my flesh and
my heart
-who made me? you made me
I lost my blood
I lost my love
I lost my feelings, and
I am losing my mind

The child's blood was made
by you, do not blame him
the killing were made by you,
do not blame him

Closed my eyes, left me
alone-remember
A drug composed with
the things that you do
drowning in words, though
they never came through