Mutilation of self-extracted entrails

incision to the rectal tissue.
withdrawing my innards.
putrid stench of bile rises.
from my guttural cavity.
extracting, intestines, arouses, my penis.
blood seeping, discharging, severed bowels.
cutting them off of my body.
intestines, wrapped tightly, i begin, to masturbate.
i pick up, my razor, and begin, to viciously pierce thru my skin.
die... unattached genitals.
engorging what remains.
spewing out the excess.
choking on my vomit.
chunks of genitals, putrid seepage, anal truma, vomit lubrication... rip the skin up from my penis.
screaming from the wretchedness.
peeling skin off of my body.
eating at my festering flesh.
now to devour my organs.
a feast of blood and bile.
stabbing at my lifeless limbs.
exposing muscle tissue.
ripping of my tendons.
removing all that's within.
snapping off my worthless bones.
using them to slice my skin.
stabbing at my, blood stained chest.
breathe begins, ceasing slowly.
tear apart, my rib cage.
gashing at, all of my remaining organs.
ripping out, beating heart.
lungs filling, with my blood.
weakening, using my last efforts to release it from its confines.