Changing or fading

Please show me where we're going now
I'm tired, burned out, numb
As foul as I am I got rid of the lamb
And it made me feel so lost

If changing me means love to you, I can not understand where this is going to

A glimpse of a life that's loved and hated
Loved hatred and hated love
There is no time for contemplating
It's changing or fading into the void

As soon as you gave birth to tainting
My own rules of life
So swiftly losing all ambition
An unstoppable overdrive

As flawed as I've become I will come clean again, to show you what you've done

A glimpse of a life that's loved and hated
Loved hatred and hated love
There is no time for contemplating
It's changing or fading into the void