The edge of life

My mind starts to break
I can’t see nor black and white
Stuck in all this darkness
I doubt if I was right

My life pass through my eyes (where is my mind?)
All the things around me connected like part of me
Feel weak trapped here inside (something is calling me!)
I’m on the edge of life

Prisoner!
Death!

Voices inside my head
- “Who are you? Why don’t you stand”
While I try to keep my sanity
Something pulls me through the veil

I’m on the other side (how did I arrive?)
All the things around look so different of ever felt
I left my pain behind (so close, so far!)
I’m on the edge of life

I’m so confused about the next steps
My body claims for freedom but my soul wants to move on
Why the hell should this happen to me?
With all injustice on every single street

Should I end with all this suffering?
Or should I try to carry this pain?
The lights look so warm and comforting
When it’s over my legacy is the only thing that matters