Here again

I keep trying, I really do
Deep desire to get closer to You
Missed marks flying so far wide right
Leaving canvases of an abstract life

But I know that Ill be fine
Because I know You hear me
So I get up one more time
And its then you start to show me

It doesn`t matter where I`ve been
It doesn`t matter what I am
The only thing is that I`m here again
And at times I feel alone
It`s those times you take me home
And I can find my peace of mind - In You alone
So tired of these wondering eyes
Rose colored glasses as my disguise
And I try to find strength inside of fear
You change what I see to what I hear