Too late to rewind

I can read the truth of love
Into any psychopath's brain
I can sit and watch my story
Hoping for a better day
I can throw my child away
And, after all nine months, again
I can believe that we're born of
Adam and Eve like book says

When we think we're all we become none
Steps they lead us where we want to go
How can you judge what is right or who's wrong
If most are doing exactly the same?

Only we can bend the rails

The worst allies live inside our mirrors
We have the gift but we write and scribble ourselves
Look at you and look at me, now we can't rewind
We go wrong because fear is our greatest sin
We go wrong because the feelings we hide come too late

I can pretend I'm happy with my job
My house, my plastic face
I can pass my entire life
Holding cash for a big gold grave
I can bring down a plane, I will draw attention
I can follow the white rabbit
Riding a reindeer sled

When we think we’re all we become none
Steps they lead us where we want to go
How can you judge what is right or who's wrong
If most are doing exactly the same?

Only we can fix the rails

The worst allies live inside our mirrors
We have the gift but we write and scribble ourselves
Look at you and look at me, now we can't rewind
We go wrong because fear is our greatest sin
We go wrong because the feelings we hide come too late

But past remains too strong
My thoughts remain too strong
And cash remains too strong
The glass remains too strong
Truth remains too strong
I can´t pretend no more

I fully know what I want but one part of me is numb
Fate laughed behind my back

The worst allies live inside our mirrors
We have the gift but we write and scribble ourselves
Look at you and look at me, now we can´t rewind
We go wrong because fear is our greatest sin
We go wrong because the feelings we hide come too late