In search of dead god

My life is gonelost in a sea of ?
I'll never live...
I'll never live my life!
I'll go in a world where's no tomorrow
cause I am doomed...
There is no God as It's supposed to be
and history proves that I am right...
Unholy life condemned to step along
In The Search Of The Dead God.
I am cursed to carry my own cross
till death will kiss me goodbye...
But after grave I'll find infinity
cause my god won't wait for me..