L.i.o.n. (like it or not)

I lie awake sometimes and stare at the dark
Something inside me wants to tear me apart
I see it every night and every day
It’s all that I can do to keep it away

Cuz I can’t go on
I can barely breathe
Trying to deny
It’s a part of me

Like it or not
Like it or not
Like it or not

Went to a doctor just to see what to do
He said: Too late my boy you’re all but consumed
Feel free to come back when you’ve come to your grips
Sometimes it’s stable but sometimes it slips