Harder to ignore

I woke up from an august nightmare
Tangles sheets in an icy sweat
Trying had to remember it all
I was trying harder to forget

Lying in a bed of confusion
Poison blood rushing through my veins
Realizing there is no denying
I'm the only one here to blame

Sometimes I'm overcome with cravings, oh, so strong
I'm far too young to feel this way where'd I go wrong

Oh, oh, it's getting harder to ignore
Oh, oh, harder than the day before
Oh, oh, it's getting harder to ignore

Then I started to question my actions
Full of guilt but no self-control
One more day and I'll lock it away
I won't lie to myself anymore

With that thought I could ease my conscience
Found some solace in alcohol
Protocol for a creature of habit
But it's just a passing phase after all

Sometimes I'm overcome with cravings, oh, so strong
I'm far too young to feel this way where'd I go wrong

Oh, oh, it's getting harder to ignore
Oh, oh, harder than the day before

I feel like a child, kind of weak and quite small
For when I get older, gonna heed the call
I promise myself I will surrender and change
It may be tomorrow but it will not be today

Not today
Mmm, today

Sometimes I'm overcome with cravings, oh, so strong
I'm far too young to feel this way where'd I go wrong

Oh, oh, it's getting harder to ignore
Oh, oh, harder than the day before
Oh, oh, it's getting harder to ignore
Oh, oh, harder than the day before
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ooh, oh
Oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ow
Oh, ooh, oh, oh, ah, ah