It starts today

Reaching, dreaming and searching are all ideas that seem to be fleeting...

Please don't pass judgement on what I have to say.
I can't help but hold onto thoughts from yesterday.

The world has shown me who I don't want to be.
They push their beliefs onto me. It's always happening.
I'm choosing not to change but I know I can. Time and time again.

It's never changing.
These demons I fight day to day.
It's time I said it.

Wasting time again.
Covering the mistakes I've made.
I'll take the steps I need to make a change.
It starts today.