This isn't dead

Can we call this okay?
Did I say this too late?
This night is as dark as blood
Red in your veins
If you took that to heart
Then youre just not as smart as you say
No, youre just not as smart
As you lay there quiet and motionless
Im not so smooth when it comes to things like this
Glossy eyes and those puffy lips
Your beauty never rests
Though we fight like

This is the end
No this cant be the end
We werent made from scratch
We began as close, close friends
If theres anything I know that I am
Its that Im nothing without you
Im nothing if this is
The end of our lives together
It seems like no time at all
But at the same it seems like
Forever and ever and over again
Can we call this okay without it being the end?

As you lay deep in sleep
My fingers run through your hair
Look at pictures of us
Even though were both right here
Next to each other
In the warmth of my bed
Hope youre dreaming of me?
Cause Im praying that this isnt dead
Weight on my shoulders
It hurts so bad, yeah
Were both growing older
As memories of childhood wither away
I hold on tightly to you
Though I never could say

This is the end
Im nothing at all