Persona non grata

Once a while I have huge aggrevations
Enormous outbursts of rage
I get depressed of my neurosis
And inner wars that I must wage

Torn in a conflict I don't comprehend
My life is like a pile of manure
I am aware a lot of things need to change
But for good or bad I am not sure

You hurt me more than I could possibly endure
This time my rage will not subside
I have decided to get rid of all your shit
Repaying every tear I cried

I finally claimed a life of my own
And I am glad that I finally see
You're wasting your life, too lazy to work
All the time you've been leeching on me
You've taken my dough, you've beaten me up
Got me afraid that I would be ditched
The love I have given has never returned
You made me a paranoid bitch

Now I will deal with all the pain you've given me
The hidden lies in every sentence
I feel the anger like it is boiling in my blood
I have no time for your repentance
A nasty habit with which I'll have to cope
And when I do it I'll do it well
I take a shovel and club you till you're dead
I hope that you may rot in Hell

Once a while I had huge aggrevations
Enormous outbursts of rage
I got depressed of my neurosis
And inner wars that I must wage
Driven by obsession I'm getting rid of you
You've driven me far beyond the edge
Your insults and transgressions won't hurt me anymore
To this I surely dare to pledge

You hurt me more than I could possibly endure
This time my rage will not subside
I have decided to get rid of all your shit
Repaying every tear I cried

I finally claimed a life of my own
And I am glad that I'm finally free
I'm wasting your life, ten stabs in your back
For all the times you've been fucking with me
You've taken my dough, you've beaten me up
Had me afraid that I would be ditched
The pain you have given has now been returned
With Love, from your paranoid bitch