Curtain call

Here I go in that flow
Everything is allowed
It's the last show, sold out
Every seat's taken
I put on my smile and start the faking
I play my part so well it'll make you cry
I'll never be the same but you don't mind
I pour out my soul up on that stage
I'm in control look at my face
It's all good, I won't lose my mind
Just take you by surprise when I die
Sometimes I wish that I did, for real
Now I don't have the time to heal
All these wounds I made look so real
They still keep hurting me
"Yo, what the deal why don't you stop the crying?"
thay ask me, it's all inside me
forever lasting
I fly so high, I fall so hard

It's time for curtain call ' last time was enough for me
This time not gonna lie down, gonna stand up with my own too feet

I'm that kind that you don't wanna trust
When I smile is when I wanna bust
When I feel free is when I'm locked up
And when I love, you know what's up
I look at the crowd in this beautiful night
So nice, how they smile
I made them feel good, I treated them right
I gave 'em what they wanted
I fed their minds, With their hands in the air
They cry: "do that again, make it look real"
and I will, cause I'm their little puppet
I got my mask on, can nobody stop it
But behind the smile is where it all happens
Behind the curtain is where I start lacking
So please tonight just leave me alone
And give me a chance to be on my own
I'll fly so high, I'll fall so hard