I'm the secret

And I just fell in the deep end, like a lush without her weekend
But i wrote this for you kid. Its not what I wanted, I need it
But man its a long trip, from all the crazy things I've seen in this world
I'm blessed, I guess

But what if I was a secret, and you couldn't keep it
And i swear I saw something good in your eyes before
And if I sang it in the right key and I asked you politely
For you to find a way home.

I find it difficult to sleep when all the walls they just seem to speak to me
And its kind of funny that I laugh because my hearts so fuck
I can barely stand the sights and sounds of the cars outside, the red and greens on the Traffic lights. The only thing I got is this, the only thing I want is this...
Memories that make me smile, a girl to stand there so she can admire the way
I can never ever really keep my hands to myself. But the alcohol it taste so sweet, when its Mixed with lies and defeat of all the battles I lost and lost again

But what if I was a secret, and you couldn't keep it
And I swear I saw something good in your eyes before
And if I sang it in the right key and I asked you politely
For you to find a way home

But what if you were the secret, and I didn't see it
And I swear to God I wish these thoughts of mine
Could create the sunshine as beautiful as your eyes
I'd paint this night sky
And its not like you need this, I just wanted you to see it tonight