Get some

This sickness it burns inside me
It sticks in my throat Im gonna choke I cannot speak
Besides it runs the fear of the unknown
Could this be some reckoning
Wrath for wrong Ive done, comin back to haunt me
The God I have denied his power shown
But now I cant protest although defiant heart it pounds deep in my chest
I know that this will have its way with me
For now I choose to go
I know its just the mind tryin to interrupt my flow
Intentions all fall down
My soul has died
Now, this will not die they warned me in church when I was young I could rely
If theres a god, hes one Ive never seen
And now I just lament
Did not held the threat I played the cards that Ive been dealt
Like putting out the fire with gasoline
For when I used I lose wont face the fear of life without something abused
That now Im forced to find another way
My show your final show
A homicide I tried to warn, you should have known
Now Ill take you with me
Show you my pain
Feed the need its not greed, I figure so what
Can you fix the hole
That resides deep in this gut
Ill fix myself whatever it takes I cannot wait
Come and get it, come and get it, get some
I feed the need that twists my mind
Time and time again blah blah blah come and get it