Hard times

This is the moment
I'm still here when everyone is gone
A heart without a home
I've got nothing to even call my own
I am falling apart
Turns out I'm nothing like I thought I should have been
I am going through some hard times
But I can't expect you to understand
And I don't expect you to stick around
I am going through some hard times
But I don't expect you to stick around
And I can't expect you to bail me out
Just a small sign
I know it's wrong to love you from afar
But nothing can survive
If you swim so fast you can't see the shore
I am falling apart
Turns out I'm nothing like I thought I should have been
I am going through some hard times
But I can't expect you to understand
And I don't expect you to bail me out
I am going through some hard times
But I don't expect you to understand
And I can't expect you to stick around
I want to feel the inside of an ocean
Or somewhere that I can be scared of
I want to scream loud inside of a lion
Just to have someone I can confide in
Come right in
I am going through some hard times
But I can't expect you to understand
And I don't expect you to stick around
I am going through some hard times
But I don't expect you to stick around
And I can't expect you to bail me out
I am looking through my crystal ball
Just to see where I am going
Where do I land? Where do I fall?
Where do I land? Where do I fall?