How to love again

Why u wanna be cruel to me baby
Why u keeping me cold
I can’t keep up with the no’s and maybe’s
U got my feelings on hold

You’re turning me inside out
I just need some consolation, why you wanna tear me down?
Don’t know what to do anymore
One minute you’re screaming, the next you’re running away

Every time I turn around
There’s a lost that can’t be found
And I’m praying for the day
The pain is gone and I know how to love again
I’m so tired of playing the fool
As u make and break the rules
Now I’m looking for the way
To see the light and know how to love again

I can’t take all the blame now baby
And I can swallow my pride
Deep down your beautiful mess did save me
From prior demons inside

It’s clear now the damage is done
I don’t wanna say its over why u wanna bring me down?
If there’s anything left I can do
To stop u from screaming and keep u from running away?