Sitcom epiphany

Trun the confusion up. tune monotony out.
I'm taking these thoughts and making them sick.
how wonderful. inhuman and cruel.
looks pretty cool to lose and pretend.
nothing more than this song.
all my days revolve around the voices in my skull.
there is a question I will not ask and that's why
I even care at all? had a friend one day.
then he sold me out.
for a chance at some fun with the cool kids.