No good

Radiator rotting my bones away
something inside that just couldn't wait
sugar in my blood
my limbs are screaming
asking what was my life?
when was i dreaming?
last night still on the back of my eyelids
faded embarrassments of what i did
the memory's are nothing
they're not even real
my mind plays tricks on me confusing how i feel
i've been crying for so long
the tears wont come
i've been trying for so long
i get shipped on
i've been lying for so long
words seem numb
i've been crying for so long
the tears wont come
the tears wont come
good things should be coming my way
my horoscope says it should be any day
but somehow i keep fucking it up
somehow i get stuck in a rut
spend every night making the same mistake
expect a different outcome when i wake
my border leaves me down past all the bad news
i got idle hands want something to do
i've been crying for so long
the tears wont come
i've been trying for so long
i get shipped on
i've been lying for so long
words seem numb
i've been crying for so long
the tears wont come
the tears wont come
woke up late with the telephone ringing
some days i just don't feel like singing
i try to remember what did i do
another day another night is hard to get through
so give me a bottle give me a drink
put it in these hands so i cant think
i got night terrors running my mind
the wishing on the past is wasting on my time
i've been trying for so long
i get shipped on
i've been lying for so long
words seem numb
i've been crying for so long