Try to say goodbye

I'm holding a letter that I wrote last night
Trying to remember what it says inside
The words are written but have never been said
Your voice keeps calling in my head
I don't believe it's time

chorus:
But I try to say goodbye
But I feel so lost inside
I dont' know my name and I can't erase
Whats weighing on my mind

It says I'll be leaving on the red eye plane
But I know I'll be coming back again
You've heard this story a thousand times
The song keeps playing in your mind
I'm asking myself why

Chorus

I try to stay awake
I'm trying to write the words
an I'm trying to write the word goodbye