True love

in my dreams everything is perfect,
Its not that i dont want to try.
its just im tired of seeing you cry.
I held her closer then anyone i ever held before.
i never wanted to let her go.
i put my head on her shoulder and cried so hard.
i lifted up my head to look her in the eyes and tell her how i felt,
i couldnt see her eyes there were to many tears i took my thumb and wiped under her eyes to keep them from running down her cheek,
i told her she looked beautiful even though she was a mess, because i loved her,
because i cared. because she IS her,
i know i cant be without you. everytime i see you leave or go anywhere i start to miss you ,
and i dont only feel that feeling in my heart
but also in my stomach in my throat evertime i swallow and my head,
even if this isnt ment to be i dont want anything else i just want you ,
i love you.....
i told her and she told me she loved me with all her heart.
she smiled and cried at the same time and gave me a kiss that would last forever.
the sad part of all this is
I WOKE UP AND I CANT REMEMBER WHAT SHE LOOKS LIKE