Sinking ship

And I can't sing these songs no more can't look
In your eyes pretend you still love me there's no hope in that
I gave up a long time ago but I'm searching now
Not finding a better part of me cause I want it bad I want it bad

Wasted the night away on beers and poker games
Told myself it's gonna make somethin' good
Of this day you told me your lies with your hands
And the truth with your lips you always smile
At your good crew and their sinking ship

The purple faded smile from the red you drank
Last night well come on in I bet your hungry
And I'll get your t-shirts white it never hurt so much
To look a good friend in the eye I never hoped
So bad that what you told me was a lie

And I can't sing these songs no more can't look
At your eyes pretend you still love me there's no hope in that
I gave up a long time ago but I'm searching
Not finding a better part of me cause I want it bad I want it bad